Reallifegoeslikethis

Reallifegoeslikethis


Tired, Restless and Headache (Still theres lot to do)



21th of January will be next Aidil Adha. Hopefully I will be home by the day :)

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How can works finished? It seems impossible. Just after you done one, else coming. People said that by working, our life can be profitable and meaningful. People that done nothing in a day is worthless and insignificant.

Still, though energy is eternal and cannot be destroyed, it changes from one form to another. Mine (internal energy and ideas) have been converted into papers and actions. Theres nothing much left to continue life in maximum.

I need to wait for hours or a day before the principal of equal balance works. Hopefully, the eNERGY from resting and relaxing processes will be submitted as my internal's.

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I want to meet certain people this week. Erm, maybe 'dreaming' to meet some. Those people are very busy (non less busier than me :) ). You cannot meet those without appoinments or at least a one-day-before calls. Again, calls needed because a call is not enough to make your name flashes again and again in their heads. Shortly, they will lost memory on what they were promising.

Amazingly (or actually Thanks God), it seems that telepathy works great. I just need to spell their names 2 or 3 times (in busiest person case, 'my-very hard works-lady', i did need to summon her names 7 times).

They accidently need to meet with me. Still, busy people like them cannot talk much. Words such 'Apa Khabar' and 'Nak ke mana' is adequate enough to renew relationships with them.

Honestly,I missed them :)


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Today is holiday. Tomorrow and afters, i ll start living again.

Now i m really understand why bears done their hibernation through sleeping :) Theres no other holidays on par with the holiday in the dream. You got somewhere else. Dying in this world, and living in other.

So when I woke up, the holiday ended. And i m ready to live for works.